Blardy Show

Sandra asked me yesterday, if I still stay till 3am surfing the net. Told her that after purchasing the CDs, I can sleep peacefully....

Last night, I was again surfing the net, checking on CDs online... till 2.30am. Sigh! When can this addiction would come to halt? Heheheh.. I found some nice prints of Cover Diapers, but wasnt sure if they sent to Malaysia. Send an email to them, and checking like every second if they have replied mine... Muahaha!!! Too kiasu odi!!

Oh.. did I say blardy show? Yeap, woke up around 4am as I need to go to the toilet, and I spotted the bloody show... Is it time yet? Woke hubby up and told him about it.. Then I told him to go back to sleep... well, he went back & snored (I still cant figure out why men can switch off so easily)... but I cant! I remembered my labour bag.. havent really put the things in the bag yet.. Is it time yet? I tried to go to sleep, but the blardy garbarge truck & gang were too noisy collecting rubbish... They were so roudy, the dogs were barking... erghhh!!! I just cant go back to sleep.. Check the time, it's 5am...

So, I lied down on my bed, thinking.. thinking... and started to get worried (for not doing anything). Hubby opened his eyes and looked at me.. asking if I were fine.. if I were experiencing any contraction.. Hmmm... yeap, I felt it.. and it became more intense as I keep trying to 'feel' the pain.. This wasnt good. ... I should stop thinking and trying to get some rest first, before the main task that I need to do later part!! Am I nervous..? I think I kinda know what to expect, but the thought of bearing the contraction pain made my mind numb... I cant think further..

I need to check my labour bag.. I need to take my bath.. and wash my hair... I need to do lots of things...

And here I am, typing out in this blog...

Is it time yet?